To move forward with grace - to move right into a solution - humility does that. We see the sky open and get to know a new feeling: Trust. You have a hunch that all is well - that you have a unique place in the universe, that you have a life. Worry is something like ingratitude in advance, while gratitude is the only acceptable response to the overwhelming goodness of Life. Love knows no worries.
Our role is not to figure out anything for ourselves. Our role is humble. We are, we have a life, a continuous life - pure and simple. God remembers, otherwise we would not be immortal. God loves, otherwise there would be no unflawed creation. God creates, otherwise there would be no activity of good. The infinite law of divine Love, the pristine consciousness of goodness, Mind, which outlines but is not outlined, is our center and circumference, our core and our context. We discover who we truly are, every day. How precious everyone is, how powerful kindness, how resilient meekness, how sweet patience. Is there anything we can do to improve perfection? Does worrying help? Are our shortcomings or great accomplishments of any meaning to Love?
"Look up into the sky, and see the clouds high above you. If you sin, how does that affect God? Even if you sin again and again, what effect will it have on Him? If you are good, is this some great gift to him? What could you possibly give Him? (Job 35:5-8)
Life is all about discovery. Not about us. You better get used to solutions and progress. I can see the sparkle in your eyes as I write this. And I am sharing with you one of my favorite poems:
Worshipper, not worrier
By Bea Roegge
From the June 8, 2009 issue of the Christian Science Sentinel
Dost thou "love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind"? This command includes much, even the surrender of all merely material sensation, affection, and worship. This is the EI Dorado of Christianity.
—Mary Baker Eddy
"Stop fiddling with the universe,"
the angel said to me.
"Your role is worshipping
"You don't create and never have
but live in God's celestial now,
nothing ashamed of, nothing to fear.
There goes the worry from your brow."
I listened to the angel voice,
and sought the Life divine.
No need for me to bring one change
to this immaculate design.
Worshipping God's plan for man
includes the universe
unchanged by my finagling,
and for me, worry free!
Humility glows and smiles. It is the quality that sets everything right and helps to move forward every healing. "...with humility comes wisdom..." we read in the Biblical Proverbs. Humility in my own definition knows that something is so much bigger than we are. It is the quality that shrinks the human ego and lets God take all the credit, glory, and power.
In Christian Science communities worldwide people gather Wednesday to listen to a brief reading, sing hymns and then enjoy the opportunity to share insights, healings, inspiration with others. I always liked these public, open mid-week meetings, refreshing and invigorating, every time - a very special place for depth and sharing in our busy, loud world. At this week's meeting Anna-Zoë shared an insight about humility that I found very moving. She had been on a recent sunrise hike in the Swiss Alps, and when the hike started she observed the complete absence of color all around her. She is an artist, you should know. Just dark, and now and then a little grey or pale spot - no color though anywhere. And then the sun rose, and with it the colors. Interesting, she thought, that without light there is no color. She noted that this is also true for life. We think in black and white - often in binary options, in limited perspectives more two dimensional than being truly perspectives. But the light of inspiration, the bright presence of good in our experience shines ever so brightly. So how to experience the fullness of being, the full range of possibilities, solutions? It is humility, that helps us to move self out of the way and let the light of Truth shine in our consciousness. Humility moves the obstacles out of the way.
In a noisy and self-assertive era humility seems to be a miracle, but I see it more and more. It belongs to good, it is God's gift to replace self-centeredness and despair with a kind of mental sobriety. We know our place in God's world - and we can feel the warmth from the light of Truth rising in our hearts as much as we can see the millions of colors rising and sparkling in this light of Truth. A little trust, a tiny bit of trust, a willingness to become still, and even stiller - and to hold that stillness, this is all that is needed for the first flowers of humility to appear in our experience.
In our family the saying "humility is always a good idea" has often saved us from going overboard or being off track because of self-importance, the desire to have a say in any given context - or to feel lost and without orientation. It is a quality that keeps us safe.
Mary Baker Eddy who lived humility in extraordinary way wrote about this quality: "Humility is the stepping-stone to a higher recognition of Deity. The mounting sense gathers fresh forms and strange fire from the ashes of dissolving self, and drops the world. Meekness heightens immortal attributes only by removing the dust that dims them." (Miscellaneous Writings 1: 15-19)
On the mountain hike, Anna-Zoë mentioned, during Arc-en-Ciel Summer Camp, one of the campers made a video of a certain part of the hike (yes, it is a video!), where the campers encountered fellow-creatures, humble creatures, wonderful animals. So listen for yourself. Humility has a sound.
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In my work as Christian Science practitioner and writer I draw on listening to God and listening to people.
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